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[04 Jun 2006|07:42am]
haha.. Wowwww.. I haven't updated this in soo long! But I guess I'll update this since it has a new "Autosave" function every couple of minutes.. That's awesome! No more losing entries. lolz

Most of my blogging is done on Xanga.. The entry below should have the link. Check it out if you got the chance.

Other than that, I guess I've been doing better.. Still feel kinda empty inside though, but I hope it'll go away.. <3

lolz.. I started playing RO again.. Well, not really. But it brought back memories.. "/kis-/heh-lol-stop!-o.o-lol-?" I kinda forgot the last one.. Darn. =/ I always forget that one. But I took clips of what's left from my screenshots folder.. Check em out.

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I'll add captions later. ;x
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[06 Mar 2006|01:59pm]
Hey! Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I use Xanga now. Check it out if you're interested. Link is below.

http://www.xanga.com/VisualTransparency
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[13 Feb 2006|06:50pm]
[ mood | Blank|Bored ]

//topics
-Weekend

//weekend
On Friday, I got really bored.. Had nothing to do. Kandal started talking to me and he asked if I wanted to try Maple Story.. I was a bit hesitant, but I decided to play just to pass the time. So I downloaded it and started playing it. It's been... 4 days? And I'm only level 21. I don't like the game, but it helps pass the time.

On Saturday I got hella fucked up. Seems like my breathing has become more dificult and I even tasted blood when I cough. Maybe I'm coughing too much.. I went to the doctors and they gave me antibiotics, so I should be ok.. I guess.

And now.. I'm still bored as hell. Bleh. I guess I'll just go lay down or something.

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[07 Feb 2006|05:39pm]
//topics
-No more AIM

//no more aim
I decided to drop AIM in total. I'll be using Yahoo! Messenger and MSN Messenger.

New Part [30 Jan 2006|06:39pm]
[ mood | Accomplished ]

//topic
-New Lights

//new lights
I changed the OEM lightbulbs for the low beams on my car today. I replaced it with Nokya Arctic White H1: Stage 1 70W bulbs. And let me say.. It looks soo much better and I didn't have to convert it to HID! It has the HID look. =]

Nokya Bulbs
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Difference
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This isn't my car, but it shows the difference between the regular bulbs and the new bulbs. On the your left is the new bulb and the right is the original. I'll take pictures later when I get a cam or something.

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Old Friends! =D [30 Jan 2006|02:42pm]
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//topics
-Old Friends
-School

//old friends
I got into contact with some of my old friends. We're all from the Azn Chatroom on WinMX so it's cool. Haven't talked to eachother for 3-4 years now. haha But here are my good ol' friends!

Kevin
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Kevin is a great friend. XD He's on a lot so I talk to him often. But he's in New York and he's going into the navy. He said he was going to be stationed in Japan, so good luck buddy! =]

Johnny
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He's the twinkie of the group! He's half Korean and half white. XD haha.. But Johnny and I think alike and he's great guy. We joke a lot and we always have our shares of laughs. I think I've known him longer than Kevin though. But he's in Washington and also going to be in the navy. I think he'll be stationed in San Diego, California so he can be closer to Kay.

Kay
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Kay.. I don't really know much about her. haha She's always hanging out with Johnny though. But she is part of the group. =b

//school
I went to school and stayed in 1st period for like.. 10 minutes? haha. I got called down to do a test in the cafe so I went down with another kid who also got called down.
I noticed there was only a couple people in the cafe though. There test booklets on the tables and each was numbered. I went to my seat and sat there. They served orange juice and donuts, but I only got orange juice.. Love orange juice. =3
The test was rather easy.. It was about ourselves. haha Although, it didn't give many choices so some of them I couldn't decide what to pick. But it took.. 3 periods. haha I got to miss most of the annoying classes, so I'm happy.

After the testing, I went to 4th period.. All we did was cut pictures. Yep.. Some super hard assignments there.

I got to leave school early! I got out at 1:50! lolz 20 minutes before everyone else. :P

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[26 Jan 2006|02:38pm]
//topics
-Old WinMX Buddies
-New Bands!

//old winmx buddies
My friend Johnny messaged me last night on AIM. He's a cool guy. We first started talking in an Azn Chatroom in WinMX back when it was cool. haha But yea, we still keep in touch. Anyway, he called me up later and we talked for awhile. He 3-way it to Kay. She's pretty cool. She's my age, but has twins already. =o Her boyfriend took advantage of her I think. But yeah.. We just talked about random shiet last night. lolz It was fun.

//new bands!
I started listening to new bands cause I needed some new music. Here are my favorites:

Japanese
01. ストレイテナー [Straightener]
Music Type: Rock
Album I Have: Melodic Storm [Single]

02. K
Music Type: Ballads
Album I Have: Beyond The Sea

Korean
01. Ez-Life
Music Type: Hip-Hop
Album I Have: Volume 1: This Is Not!

02. Mastalee
Music Type: Alternative
Album I Have: Realist
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Test Results [23 Jan 2006|02:46pm]
//topic
-Myers Briggs Type Indicator Test

//myers briggs type indicator test
Take it

Your Type: ISFJ
Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:
-moderately expressed introvert
-slightly expressed sensing personality
-slightly expressed feeling personality
-slightly expressed judging personality

Description
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I-Introverts
Introverts tend to be more reserved, private, cautious, and interested in fewer interactions, but with greater depth and focus.

If you are an Introvert you get your energy from within.

-You have quiet energy.
-You like to talk less and think quietly inside your head.
-You prefer to solve problems alone, perhaps asking others' opinions once you have the options figured out.
-While you enjoy other people, being with them does drain your energy.
-You prefer a small group of people you already know.
-You proceed cautiously in meeting people.
-You are reluctant to share personal information.
-If you go to a large social function you will not want to stay long.
-You like to spend time alone, and you feel comfortable being alone.
-You would rather do a big project alone or with one other person, than to work closely with seven or eight people.
-You like to avoid crowds and seek quiet.
-Others see you as shy, quiet, and inhibited.
-You are energized by ideas, feelings, and impressions.
-You are private, self-contained, and reserved.
-You prefer to focus on one thing at a time.
-You are different in public and in private.
-You have a rich inner life.

S-Sensors
Sensors tend to be simple, practical, literal people who trust past experience and often have good common sense.

If you are a Sensor, you notice the facts, details, and realities of the world around you. Your days are mostly spent attending to reality and understanding the facts.

-You are more present-oriented and down-to-earth.
-You prefer to work with facts, data, and details.
-You are focused on the physical world - the here and now.
-You need evidence and facts.
-You mostly rely on past experiences.
-You value security.
-You are focused on the facts and details.
-You understand details and particulars.
-You use words literally.
-You have straightforward speech.
-You are traditional and simple.
-You like to use established skills.
-You are materialistic, realistic, concrete, practical, and methodical.
-You admire practicality.
-You appreciate standard ways to solve problems.
-You work systematically.
-You learn new things by imitation and observation.
-You notice the obvious circumstances; you see what is.
-You see the trees instead of the forest.

F-Feelers
Feelers tend to be sensitive, empathetic, and are compelled by extenuating circumstances and a constant search for harmony.

If you are a Feeler, you make decisions based primarily on your personal values and how you feel about the choices.

-You value harmony.
-You consider other people's emotions.
-You are warm, friendly, gentle, and personal with people.
-You like to please others; show appreciation.
-You use mercy with others.
-You like to deal with people compassionately.
-You choose tactfulness over truthfulness.
-You live by your passionate heart.
-You tend to take things personally.
-You get your feelings hurt easily.
-You want to avoid arguments and conflicts.
-You notice when people need support.
-You are motivated by being appreciated.

K-Judger
Judgers like to be scheduled, organized, and productive.

If you are a Judger, you prefer a structured, ordered, and fairly predictable environment, where you can make decisions and have things settled.

-You are serious and formal.
-You like to make decisions.
-You like to organize and make plans.
-You pay attention to time.
-You use schedules and timetables as a guide.
-You like to work first, play later.
-You like to finish projects best.
-You are settled, decisive, routinized, and predictable.
-You dislike surprises and need advanced warnings.
-You need issues settled.
-You get things done as soon as possible.
-Others may see you as concise, focused, and hard-working.
-You tend to use the directive communication style. (e.g. "Ask Jerry for specific instructions on balancing the budget.")
-You want to arrange things to happen as you want them to happen.
-You are planning for the future.
-You are good at listing tasks and developing timelines.
-You see the need for most rules.

What are you?
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ISFU - The Nuturer
ISFJs are sympathetic, loyal, considerate and conscientious. They will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to them, to help those in need. ISFJs operate most comfortably in situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. They focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations they serve. They are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and they are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for their families> They are at their best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in proper order.

Living
ISFJ children are conscientious, diligent, and rarely a behaviours problem to their parents or teachers. They like to know what is expected, and then they will dutifully and quietly follow through. In some respects, ISFJs behave like 'perfect children' because they try to please their parents, teachers, and those in authority. They work to meet others' requirements if they are in keeping with the ISFJs' value system, even if this involves a sacrifice on their part.

Security and routine are very important to ISFJ children. For some ISFJs, this means knowing exactly who is going to be there after school to take charge or who will be invited to play games with them. This need for security and order also applies in school. ISFJ children like to know exactly what they are supposed to do in school and like to feel certain that they have the skills before being called upon. ISFJs need gentle nudging to move beyond their comfort level. They may worry a lot about any number of things. This is apparent even in young children.

ISFJ children are particularly introspective in the face of adversity. Because of their inward focus, it simply does not occur to them to share their problems with others. They usually have a few close friends whom they are likely to deep as close friends for a lifetime. They often belong to at least one social group. They avoid center stage and contribute willingly in quiet, practical, behind-the-scenes ways. When comfortable, they can radiate their feelings and thoughtful values outward to others. They are often accepted for their kindness and quiet friendliness. They typically select a few special friends and nurture these friendships over long periods of time.

ISFJs shy away from disharmony and try to maintain cooperation at all costs. They may be more cautious and conservative than many of their peers. As young adults, ISFJs set goals with a variety of time frames, ranging from daily goals to long-range ones. If ISFJs have goals of summer vacation trips, they begin to save their money months in advance, gather accurate information on costs, and make lists of what to take. They try to have things in order each day so they will not have to worry too much about tomorrow.

In their careers, ISFJs are often likely to take what comes along; for example, they may accept the first job offer, rather than continue to look for something else and remain in a state of flux. Once in a job, they generally try to make the most of it, since the known is preferable to the unknown. They are loyal employees who diligently work at whatever tasks are given to them.

Learning and Working
ISFJs tend to be good students, because they diligently follow through in their work to please their teachers. One aspect of pleasing their teachers is wanting to know their teachers' basic requirements so that they can meet them to the letter of the law. They like having assignments that are clear and that tangibly demonstrate that they have worked hard. They are not likely to feel comfortable with an independent study project, because independent study leaves them too much on their own without a set of definite procedures.

ISFJs learn best by doing. They like to be involved in their work, perhaps having a work sheet to follow along as the teacher speaks. They may feel comfortable in group activities as long as they are working with a cooperative and task-focused group. They learn well from lectures that are well organized, not too fast paced, and properly sequenced. Lectures that activate their senses or connect to sensory impressions are very rich for ISFJs. They find arguing to be nonproductive and even uncomfortable. They like clear conclusions to their learning. They want to know the right answer. They may need to accept that situations do not always have one answer and learn to feel comfortable with that.

At work, ISFJs contribute loyal, sympathetic, consistent, and considerate service to others. They are know for their kindness and for their willingness to go to any length to help those in need. They take the practical needs of people into account when they do their work, and their strong follow-through skills allow them to carry out organizational goals. They do at least what is expected to them and oftentimes more, without attracting attention to themselves. They are painstaking and responsible with detail and routine, and feel it is important to have the right things in the right places at the right times.

ISFJs are attracted to occupations that require dedication to others, service, attentiveness to details, and thoroughness. They would rather work with things that they can see - the tangibles that result in something worthwhile for people.

Some occupations are more appealing to ISFJs: bookkeeper, clerical supervisor, curator, family practice physician, health service worker, librarian, medical technologist, nurse, preschool and elementary teacher, typist, and other occupations that provide opportunities for them to meet their need to be of service to others.

Loving
For the ISFJ, love means security and commitment. Again, like other types, ISFJs tend to fall hard when they fall in love. Because they place a high value on marriage and family, they seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. Marriage and family give ISFJs appropriate outlets for their love. In addition, they provide opportunities for them to meet their need to be of service to others. Because they are willing to give so much, they tend to expect the same sort of response from their mates and may be disappointed when their partners do not comply. However, they are realistic enough to know that they may not get exactly what they want and sometimes must accept their fate quietly.

ISFJs tend to stay in relationships that may not be in their best interests. Because ISFJs are responsible and dutiful, unless they are careful, their partners may take advantage of them. ISFJs are likely to stay in such relationships, because their values of commitment and stability are more important than their individual needs and wants. They may be taken for granted by the very people whom they care and do so much.

In love, ISFJs tend to epitomize people who radiate warmth and good feeling. While ISFJs may not verbalize deep love or the underlying sense of security and commitment that they feel, their contented facial expressions and demeanors illustrate their inner thoughts. They will do whatever is necessary to maintain this state. When the spouse or family of the ISFJ does not meet his or her expectations, the opposite facial expression or demeanor may occur. They are unlikely to talk with others about their disappointments.

When ISFJs are scorned, they are likely to be disappointed, angry, and bitter. However, they keep their feelings inside and often focus on themselves. After her spouse had left her to marry another, one ISFJ commented, 'It wouldn't mean anything if I let the anger out.' Even though she was in pain, she held back her feelings and tears, responding to a strong need to appear composed and stoic to others.
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Hella funny! [22 Jan 2006|12:56pm]
[ mood | Blank ]

//topics
-AIM Today Ad

//aim today ad
I had to relog a couple times on AIM, but whenever you start AIM or whatever, AIM Today pops up. They usually have like special bulletins and stuff just for interest. There was one about getting you to upgrade to AIM Triton and this was the ad:

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haha. XD

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[19 Jan 2006|08:30pm]
//topics
-Lunch
-Hanging Around
-Plans For Tomorrow

//lunch
I went out to lunch today with Kwon and his cousin Kim-mihn. He's pretty cool. We just went to a Vietnamese resturant in Mason. I got a bowl of pho. :3 Mmm... But we ate and chill there for awhile. Kwon kept pointing out all of the Asian girls that were there. But they looked like business women and stuff. But I have never seen so many Asian girls in one place in Ohio at one time. haha

//hanging around
Kwon went with Kim-mihn in his car and I followed in mine. Kwon kept sticking his head out the window and flipping me out. haha I would freak him out when I would pull up next to him and roll down on the window and try to open his car door. haha. We're retarded like that.

We went to Tri-County mall afterwards to look for cellphones. I think I'm gonna go with T-Mobile since they use it too. We can call eachother whenever we want and stuff. Then we just went around the mall looking at clothes and electronics.

//plans for tomorrow
Kwon and Kim-mihn asked if I wanted to hang out at Kim-mihn's place. They get hella plastered though.. So I don't know. I thought of drinking so I could get my mind off some shiet at home and in life, but I promised Contessa that I wouldn't so I won't. Maybe I'll just go hang out with Nate and Kyle instead...

[18 Jan 2006|02:56pm]
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[15 Jan 2006|07:39pm]
I need to work on a layout.. =.= Gimme some time. Maybe 3-4 months. :D
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New Pics [10 Jan 2006|01:42pm]
[ mood | Accomplished ]

//topics
-New Tires
-New Pics
-Aiden Sky Landry

//new tires
I bought new tires for my car.. Fuzion. :D It handles well on the road and it's wet. I haven't driven it on dry road before.. I wonder how well it handles.. XD

//new pics
I fixed my webcam. My bunny chewed through the wire and it got messed up.. I got bored so I decided to reconstruct the wires. And it works! :D Here are the pics I took.

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Me =b

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My cool ass sunglasses :o

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My new white beanie cap. :3

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In my uniform shirt.

//aiden sky landry
My best friend James just got a baby. Even though he's only 18, I know he can take care of his baby. But James is white and the girl he got pregnant was Cambodian.. So his baby is half and half. I wonder if the baby will have red hair like he did.. XD

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[08 Jan 2006|04:14pm]
It's been 3 days...
I can't last any longer...
I don't want her back...
...I need her...
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[07 Jan 2006|07:30pm]
//topics
-Odd Skills
-Later Tonight

//odd skills
I decided to go to the shooting range today with Kwon. He invited me to go and I was really bored at home.. I was actually waiting for Contessa so I can apollogize to her about the other day. I guess she's busy or blocked me. Oh well..

When we got to the shooting range, it was required that you were 18. I just told the guy who rented the guns that I needed a gun and he never asked for my age. Woot! XD But I had a handgun.. Looked like a glock I guess.

Kwon and I proceeded into our own boxes with the targets about 25 feet away. I put on the earmuffs and loaded the gun.. $20 for 100 bullets so I bought $30 dollar's worth. Kwon started shooting before I did. I just watched. He missed most of them. haha I started shooting and it's hard.. The shock after I pulled the trigger was surprisingly strong. So I had to hold the gun differently so I don't drop it. But I did ok I guess. Most of the shots hit the neck, chest, and face. It was fun though I guess.

//later tonight
Tonight, I'm going with Kwon and his sis to a new Vietnamese resturant in West Chester called "Chopsticks." I hope they got pho there.. Craving for that shit right now.
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[07 Jan 2006|08:21am]
[ mood | Lonely ]

//topic
-Last Night
-New Messengers

//last night
RJ called me up last night and asked if I wanted to go party with him. Usually I'm the sober driver and I don't drink like they do. But I wanted to get out of the house.. So I went. It was pretty crazy when I got there though. There was a guy knocked out on the steps in his boxers. And the door was wide open. The place was trashed and basically everyone was drunk.

I went into the kitchen to find something to drink.. There I saw 2 dudes groping eachother. Odd view. I walked past them and got a cup of coke. I walked into the living room and saw RJ. And.. He was smoking a blunt. -.-;; I got away from him cause I didn't want to inhale the smoke.

I thought about going home, so I checked the time. It was 1:42AM I think. But I stayed a little longer till 2. I was on my way out till someone pulled my arm.. It was Kimmi. I didn't see her at the party before, but she stopped me. She asked where I was going and I said I was going home and pulled my arm back. She tugged on my shirt and asked me to stay with her, but I kept walking and left the party.

After that I just drove to West Chester and drove around. From there, I just decided to go to this lake that me, Danny, and Hai used to go to for escape. I sat at the bench for awhile thinking about Contessa.. And I got a bit upset because we were family, but would we still be if we move on..? Not only that... I miss her so much....

I got home at about 4:30 and still haven't slept yet.. Maybe I'll go sleep now.

//new messengers
I'm going to start using MSN Messenger and Yahoo! Messenger now. However, I will keep AIM up from time-to-time incase anyone needs me [although it is highly unlikely]. But message my AIM if you want my MSN.

AIM: ShotOfJinNJuice
Yahoo!: LilWhyteShadow

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Great Song [07 Jan 2006|06:40am]
[ mood | Empty|Confused ]

//topics
-Song

//song
Artist: Ellegarden
Song: So Sad

Lyrics
I woke up from the dream of the good days I was in
I took you home and you slept next to me
In the morning I could smell the eggs you cooked for me
We were sure it'd last until we die

You asked me if I'd ever leave
I was meant to be next to you always
That was my reply
But something I have done has split us apart
And you are never coming back to me again

I'm dreaming of you and I still think you're mine
I'm waiting for you and I never give up
No matter who appears I won't forget
I wish you knew that I'm yours until I die

I woke up to the sound of the doorbells ringing
One thing I know is it won't be you
Something I have done has split us apart
And you will never come back to me again

I'm dreaming of you and I still think you're mine
I'm waiting for you and I never give up
No matter who appears I won't forget
I wish you knew that I'm yours until I die

Today I found the photograph of you and me
I'm so sad
Can I rewind all our time
And put it back to the place we were meant to be

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[05 Jan 2006|04:59pm]
Great song :D
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[05 Jan 2006|04:41pm]
Looks like I'm finally free.. Jeez. And yes, I saw her journal. She makes it seem like she's the only one hurting and that I'm the bad guy. Here's a list of fixes

-I don't get back with her on purpose. I do other things to get the shit her does off my mind
-Loyal? Not anymore. She's lied and kept things from me.
-Making me happy is impossible? No, not really. You just make it that way.

But whatever. She can move on. I've been wanting her to move on as well.

As for that Ardin guy:
He's making himself seem like he's a good guy. Take out a shotgun? Bring it on nigga. I know your punk ass ain't got the nuts to pull the trigger. Dip shit. ^ ^
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[28 Dec 2005|05:09am]
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
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